Wow - what a year this has been! I think back to this time last year and I would have never in my wildest dreams expected to experience the journey I have faced this past year. I look forward to a new year, a healthy year, a cancer free year.
I had my last and final surgery (woo hoo!!) on November 30th which was reconstruction. Once again God was so faithful to bring me through it with no complications and a quick and smooth recovery. Reconstruction surgery involved my surgeon Dr. Camberos taking out the tissue expanders (so happy to get those suckers out!) and inserting silicone implants. I am really happy with the results and the incisions are very clean. I was impressed on how Dr. Camberos reopened the incisions from my double mastectomy, took out the expanders, inserted the implants and “sewed” me back together while keeping such clean straight incisions. It’s so wonderful to feel and look like a woman again.
I had the privilege to share my story at my women’s bible study in front of over 300 women on November 29th. I was extremely nervous but so honored and happy to be able to encourage others through my story while sharing how the Lord worked throughout my journey, what He had taught me as well as shown me this past year. I ended my story with a slideshow of pictures taken this past year. The song I chose to play during the slideshow is a song that has ministered greatly to me this year - Praise You in This Storm by the Casting Crowns. Please check it out below.
I have been so blessed to have had such an incredible medical team of doctors, nurses and surgeons treat me, “fix” me, guide me and take care of me. Unfortunately I had to say goodbye to them because we are changing insurance to Kaiser (we had Blue Cross) beginning Jan 1st. Fortunately I have had all my major treatments and surgeries and will continue my hormone therapy and blood tests/scans with a new oncologist. Please pray that the Lord will direct me to right oncologist.
My hair continues to grow little by little. It hasn’t grown in curly as I was told it could but it definitely is wavy and I have a little ‘fro going on. Shawn told me last tonight that I look like Olivia Newton John in the early 80s. We checked out her music video for “Let’s Get Physical” and yes there is a resemblance there – he definitely earned hubby points for that compliment. J Karyssa looked at my hair the other day and said “Mommy I forgot how you looked bald”. I replied saying “That’s okay because I forgot too”. J
As this year comes to an end, I rejoice in how the Lord has carried me through one difficult and unexpected year. It has been a year of great challenge for me as well as one full of joy and blessings. And that is where you all come in – you have all brought me such joy and blessings with your friendship, encouragement, prayers and support. I can’t thank you enough for how much that all meant and continues to mean to me. I am also thankful to my personal savior Jesus Christ for being by my side (holding me in His arms at times) as I journeyed through this year. He continually revealed His awesome power and strength in how He brought me through chemo, healed me quickly from three successful surgeries and ultimately cured me from the cancer. I know without a shadow of a doubt He will be there by my side whatever the future may bring.
I hope you all have a wonderful and blessed 2012!!
With Love,
Kelly~